It’s her and me vs. it’s hurting me

A dime plus 99

Yeah my woman fine

Dashing down the 405

105 on a 65

She the Bonnie to my Clyde

Yeah the Bonnie to my Clyde

And with the money on this side 

She gon forever be mine

Mine forever cause we’re perfect for each other

Ain’t no retaliation between us

It’s her and me for life

Ain’t no endeavor 

Now my man he know he got it all

Showing me off to your kin

Yeah I know I’m a raw bitch and even prettier within

But it’s funny watching you sit here

Fronting like I didn’t catch you fucking with…

What’s her name?

This shit was sickening

You vowed to only love me yet the only time I feel it is when you’re— lonely

And the only time you need me is when these hoes neglect you.

You a phony.

Then you turn around and beg me to fuck you slowly?

Gosh you make me feel so unholy

It’s hurting me and you know that you’re wrong 

You’re hurting me and my hearts forcing me to play along

Just make sure you tell the sincere tale next time you put me in a song.

Stupid

High voltage

He said it’s dangerous fucking with me

I’m like angel dust baby , take the risk

And give me your all 

What are you scared you can’t break the fall?

Hmmm

I know they’re panicking

They see ME 

a glimpse of the waves

and try to cool them down

But baby this ain’t no regular sea

See, it’s the bad bitch in me 

That can’t take the restraining 

She luhh the danger (danger)

She luhh the risk (risky)

She luhh seeking the light in the abyss

Danger danger dangerous

It’s like the inability to free yourself from societal expectations 

Like wanting to unleash the aggression 

And say “fuck everything” because I’m tired of your chasin your good lovin’ (damn) 

Hm sip some holy water in the midst of our sinning 

Feel it regenerate our soul and wash away the bliss negativities brought from our fling-ing

Dangerous—

Like cocaine in the 80s

Bad for your health but you can’t get enough of this crazy

I AM angel dust baby , take the risk

And give me your all 

Don’t be afraid.

Just take the fall.

Falling Into the Abyss

 Falling apart is so easy when the trees get this beautiful

Powerful

Colorful 

I wanna stay concentrated

But the hue it’s begging me and I feel taunted

There’s no debating

The happiness

That I indulge in

Admiring the bold weariness 

Wearing down the leaves

Allow me the benefit to sit in your hue

Cause lately I’ve been feeling so blue

Not understanding when I’ll rise

Where I’ll rise

Yes I’m looking forward to the season change  

For now I wanna fall with you

Fall for you

Into the hibernation abyss

It’s probably gonna eat me to bits and pieces

But it’ll free me with a simple dismiss 

Of the thoughts that overflow my hyper active mind

From the need to carry everyone’s burden

That enhances the weights I’ve picked up over the years so bliss 

Yes allow me to sit in the abyss

I hate craving the taste of your sweet kiss

When you leave me to reminisce 

With nothing but the mirror that

That fails to bring out the beauty that bare eyes miss

I forget the acknowledging whispers of the wind I felt in your premise 

Ramification

 When  you see me what do you see?

A quiet little girl who’s visionary path shine  so bright or 

Am I the awkward little girl who doesn’t speak up for her pitiful self

Tell me what do you see?

Is it the bitch who orders you to move out of her way

The black girl with her fro out who wishes you have a nice day

A Sun flower who transplants into hopelessness when the clouds complement in gloom

An outcast formed to grant your wish with a little blow

As you chant in her tired ears give me a little mo 

Be honest with me I won’t cry

Do you see a mature woman who knows herself as she rambles about the illusion of time 

and how we are the prime Gods in existence

Our minds hold all the power but only through consistency and discipline shall we prosper 

A lone wolf who takes pleasure in the beauty of a full moon

There’s an unhealthy contentment in the loudness of peace that fills the vacancy

Do you see an easy target for you to strike 

Cause her Naivety is just the type that you fuel on

A little girl who won’t speak

A little girl who won’t speak

She’d never share the secrecies that gave you a home

Do you see empathy?

Do you see her

No you see me

Do you see weakness

Or liberation

From all the unwanted burdens 

That makes me unrecognizable

Hooked to the characters I’ve created for myself 

Unable to stop the pleasing

Unable to to gain full consciousness from this jeopardizing haze